such a shit boyfriend and I feel like I fucking ruin everything and me and my big dumb schedule and always being busy and fucking fuck and I’m just so done and i feel like i just fuck everything up and I’m horrible and i really dont evern understadn why you put up with me and i just cant and i like you so much and im waiting until you decide im annoying and complainy and clingy and you just tell me to leave you alone then i wont feel like im an idiot anymore :’c
:-) so cute
- e.e. cummings (via pythons)
Until I flash back to us studying on the stone table with the wind dragging our docs around
And there you were grabbing my hand discreetly behind her long long hair with me stone dead inside but still putting on my retarded face laughing like a drain at the girl and her pooping complex and those chinballs and all.